So there I was back on earth filled with the love of Christ and the visions of the Lord. I, a lowly mortal had been to the mountain top of the Gods. To live among mortals after seeing beyond the veil is no easy task. My heart and soul longed to be back with God upon the sea of glass. It was the oath that I had made that brought me unto God. Now God had blessed me with a commission to take this message to the ends of the earth. I had been to the deepest hell at Woodstock and now had seen into the highest heavens at Centereach. The pain of hell and the great joy of heaven stretched my soul across eternity.
Who could I tell and who would listen ? I was young without letters, degrees or any recognized ordination. Who was I and why was God talking to me ? How do I proclaim his word and what exactly is my message ? I wrestled with these many questions and more as I continued to pray unto the Lord. My faith was challenged which caused me to grow. It was my initial questioning and seeking that had brought me this far. I began to realize that God was leading me along one step at a time as I had faith and was willing to receive. I had to trust in God and watch for his signs by having an understanding heart and an open mind.
Time waits for no one and my mortal life was moving forward at a quick pace. As a student and a part-time worker I had a full plate. I had papers to write, finals to take and some big decisions to make. The war was barking at my door. My student deferment had ended in a low number in the lottery. I could be drafted before the end of the spring semester. Should I continue college, join the guard or fight the draft were the questions of my mind.
I went back to school and finished up the fall semester. On campus I continued telling my adventures of God to my friends. In those days there was a saying among the students, " Power to the People ! " I countered with a saying of my own, " Power to God ! " This always opened up the students to a religious rap. In addition I entitled my term paper on The Great Gatsby , " Revelation ! " I saw the hand of God in all things and the shadow of his gospel message in all the stories of men. I likened the lighthouse beacon to Our Father in Heaven. Constant and stable beckoning the safe way home to all men.
My next great vision occurred during the full moon of January at the Centereach house. Robin and I attended a mid-winter get together with a few of our friends. We got on to the subject of God and all my many marvelous experiences. Someone said how do we know that your not just making this all up ? Robin came to my aid and said I spoke the truth. Then they challenged her and asked if she had ever see the angels or God. She had to answer no. They then dismissed our testimonies and the conversation went on to other things. I realized they thought me liar and that I had just brainwashed Robin into following me blindly. Robin was hurt and ask why God didn't show her great thing like he showed me.
I told her I didn't know and suggested we go pray to God about it. In a quiet moment, we went off to an empty room and knelt in humble sincere pray to the Father of Lights in the name of Christ. There the Lord blessed us together with another marvelous vision of this world and eternity. We saw the words of Bible prophecies come alive in the vision of that night. We were given a oneness of heart and mind beyond this human life. It seemed we were sealed together by the Holy Spirit of God and I thought I heard the heavens proclaim our names as we soared above the stars, "Cosmos Robin and Charlie !" Our journey of the future lasted the whole of the night. Some of things we heard and saw are forbidden to be spoken in this life. Let it suffice for me to say that all will be reveal at Judgment Day !
Now what happened to me and Robin that night goes way beyond this mortal life. We were foreordained for this very role in the pre-mortal life. Truth is stranger then fiction and surely the Lord works in mysterious ways. We were left with a sure witness of this vision and sealing with a Holy Light at the focus point of our sight. This is the path we walked upon to find the gospel true. Our story may be astonishing, but it is surely true. Its given now in open light to awaken and arouse the curious mind to consider and maybe see. For God does live and has a plan to save all of creation. Read on my friends and follow my visions to their end. For God has led me into greater light and to his greatest witness of Jesus Christ in these last days.
After this spiritual experience, we moved forward once again sharing our united witness before the souls of men. I decided to drop out of college and pursue the course the Lord would have me take. I felt a need to fight the draft and bear witness against the corruption of the day. Next, I tried to resolve how to get this message of God's out to all the world. I thought that I might contact the Pope and tell him what God was doing to me. Then I thought I should just start traveling across the country proclaiming what Christ had done for me and warn all people of the coming Judgment Day. Meanwhile, I continued to visit the two local college campuses trying my best to make God's presence felt.
With all the gifts God had given me, life still wasn't easy. Our relatives and friends announced us as crazy, mad, insane or just burnt out. This all had a very negative effect on our witness of God. God had given me a commission and I had to find the way to become the witness he wanted me to be. Again, I turned to prayer to get the help we needed. Let's face it, I was either a liar, crazy or indeed a close friend of God. Up to this point I had many personal spiritual witnesses that God was my friend. He even gave Robin a very special witness concerning these things. However, we were both young mortals with many human weaknesses. So I went to God and asked for a physical witness to bear before the people that they might know for sure that he was with me.